ok. tis was wad happen..

first, i'm realli confused. i dunnoe wad to do. ok, i dunnoe whether u meant me or her.. it doesnt matta. let us free ourself from all this trouble and to work hard to our goals: to get good results for our 'o' next yr.. i'll strive hard for myself. dat's the least i can do.. i hope at least get <12 second, sch work realli sux. i've been slacking lyk siao tis year.. *sob sob* i jus wanna concentrate in my studies and totally nth else. i might be abit anti-social le.. i'm going back to my old self.. wad happen was tis: first was the stupid geo paper which i have flunked it twice.. i realli hope all 8 of us wont be sitting for a re-re-retest animore. den was my trigo test.. i didnt do well.. the first time when i fail any math test.. i dun even noe wad is angle of elevaion and angle of depression.. wad the hell lorr.. cos all tis is learn in sec 1.. and i dun even noe them.. den was the practical test for chem.. i burned my hand when lighting the match. i cant believe it.. it's 3 yrs when i first light a match in sec.. omg. cant anione believe? i realii have a fear in fire. den i oso fail my chinese test.. it was oso the 1st tym since pri.. even my higher mt last tym oso never fail.. ='( third, this whole week i haven been feeling realli good. perphas some sort of crazy-ness.. and there is more to meet the eye. since u wanna do everything, den be it. i dun wanna care anymore. wadever. fourth, (in relation to the 3rd pt) ok, i'm unable to promise nt to show *her* attitude. it's nt the first tym it has happened. ask me to have mercy. it's nt dat i dun wan. bt too much things have happen.. if it's someother ppl.. i might be able to do so.. bt.. i'm damn rite sorry to say i cant do it. too much ppl is already pissed off. and i guess me and ch is the most. and she has hurt us alot =( i've had enough. fifth, i'm sorry abt the accusation. SRY` i realli thot it was u.. cos the way it was written and abt the IP add.. uh-oh.. heckers?? perphas. =( six, i tink.. i tink.. i've found the other side of me.

• anti social
• quiet
• wanna study hard hard de
• the one who hates eating
• the one who jus wanna be in her own world
• the one who wishes to ignore everything around her
• the one who hates reality
• the one dat doesnt wan to care about anything else more than her limit

seven, i've decided!

• study and study and still study
• ignorance
• no frenship problem; all the way after my 'o' (if u wanna hurt me now, den go far far cos i dunnoe wad i'll do.. i might jus give u a slap across ur face)
• since u enjoy all class admin stuffs, den i oso wont care animore